It's all in the act. Total Eclipse of the Heart.

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Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, u tell me u love me forever
But now, u lied me and left without telling me
There's nothing that can cure my broken heart
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, is where our story began
But now, it ended where all our memories craving in my heart
There's nothing i could stop thinking of you
A total eclipse of the heart

I wished u would be there for mi
Standing by my side every step i take
But it is impossible
A total eclipse of the heart

There is nothing i change
All i could do is to let u go
I shall lock up my broken heart so that no one could hurt me
i hate being hurt but i have no choice

Being together is years
Years of understanding each other
But when we broke up it oni take a few seconds
Memories is onli a memories after all

I need to let you go
As it is the best way for the both of us
I just wanna secretly satnd by you
It is the only way you wont know i am still loving you

Sunday, April 6, 2008

April 06 2008

Jus come back frm my parents hometown,
didnt reali slp wel ytr,
cox scared something may happen anytime...
kip turn here and dere till 1 plus den reali slp...
cox grandma had fever last nitex...
And grandpa had been slping frm 5 til todae morning...
My sis and mum kip going to their rm and check...

suddenly feel quite sad,
cox i reali don understand wad wrong wit my cousins...
dey are older den mi yet cant think weel...
dont dey noe dat dere house is nearer to my grandparents house?
Is it reali a waste of time to jus take a look dere?
Dont dey noe wad the situation nw?
Dere is always a possiblities of something happening anytime!!!
Yet their ans is such a irresponsible ans...
If my parents hav a choice dey would rather stay dere as long as possible...
i don think dey reali noe how to write the words 孝顺...
Dere isnt reali alot of time left...
Cant u guys jus spend some of ur time dere and take a look?

I real hate it when i saw my grandparents was the onli people in the house...
cox i reali sacred something may happen nowadays...
seriously i neva slept well dis few days many things had been in my mind...
Neva felt so helpless b4...

I onli wished dat dey could be happy...
Even when my grandpa slping i scared he might jus...
hais...

Time is what we want most, but what we use worst. William Penn

yesterday [[ april 05 2008]]

yesterday veri early wake up...
cox nid to go to my grandparents house...
pack all my homework in my bag...
nid to study nw le...
exam is arnd the corner...
even if cant reali go into my brain stil cant waste any oppotunities...

i think aft dat incident i tend to understand nt to waste any of ur time...
it is precious...
it jus pass and go so quickly dat u neva notice how much had u lost...
even if any of my relative neva ever dote mi b4 regardless of adult or elderly...
i stil mus cherish the time being wit dem...
it might be unhappy moment or memories,
cox i don nid any of thier love...
i hav enough love i wanted...
my parents had given mi all the love i wan including 亲情,
my sister had given mi all the sibling love i wan
i jus nid to be myself and be happy....
dat the way i should lead my life...
i don nid to feel sad...

nth can ever bring my dwn..
cox i wil always bring myself up...
i wont give up on anything...

I think your whole life shows in your face and you should be proud of that. Lauren Bacall