It's all in the act. Total Eclipse of the Heart.

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Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, u tell me u love me forever
But now, u lied me and left without telling me
There's nothing that can cure my broken heart
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, is where our story began
But now, it ended where all our memories craving in my heart
There's nothing i could stop thinking of you
A total eclipse of the heart

I wished u would be there for mi
Standing by my side every step i take
But it is impossible
A total eclipse of the heart

There is nothing i change
All i could do is to let u go
I shall lock up my broken heart so that no one could hurt me
i hate being hurt but i have no choice

Being together is years
Years of understanding each other
But when we broke up it oni take a few seconds
Memories is onli a memories after all

I need to let you go
As it is the best way for the both of us
I just wanna secretly satnd by you
It is the only way you wont know i am still loving you

Monday, April 7, 2008

April 07 2008

Todae early in the moring
had a quarrel wit my mum...
which make my mood frm 100% drop to 50%...

Late for sch todae...
Luckily todae the teacher neva asked y we late again or even sae something nt logic...
cox i might show my stupid attitude at him
cox anger all in my heart cant vent it out
onli can kip it inside my heart...
Three periods of A-math todae,
rch class den kana asked to stand to sae formular...
nowaday love sitting wit Ah seng...
maybe addicted the sit le...

Lesson as per normal nth special happen til the last two periods...
which made mi reali cried...
but i guess no one noe...
is lik no one reali understand wad i under go...
everyone is lik comparing my result wit my sec 2 result...
i had reali put in my heart and soul...
ya i agree dis time round my result wasnt gd
DAMN disappoint to myself though...
but wad i wan is a simply console saying "you can do better go for it"
but wad i get is all kind of scolding all kind of disappointing things...
felt reali stress of everything...
it jus seem dat ihav lots of burden wit mi...
i onli hav one mi...
how many parts mus i split myself into?
Emo in my heart til nw...
but stil nid to act as if nth had happen aft the oral...
i guess i had already use of hiding the other side of mi...
as i don wish to let anyone see...

Rch home also nt happy at all....
felt reali sad aft wad my mum had said...

dis yr b'day reali SUCKS...don feel dat dere wil be any memorable things happening
or even happy things...everything i wished had disappeared in the thin air...

To my Dearest Da jie And Er Jie,
jie reali thnz for everything u guys had done for mi...somehow i mis u guys lots...even though u guys are in my heart yet i felt dat the distance is so far...everytime when i nid a listen ear u guys wil always be dere for mi...but nw i nid to learnt to be independent frm nt letting u all worry...somehow i felt tired...as the other side of mi wasnt around in the earth anymore...miss u guys reali alot...cox whenever wad happen u al wil be dere for mi but nw i am all alone...i miss the past...i miss the day all the three of us are together...slping, toking, going out together and even craping all kinds of things... JIE i miss u... Sob SOb

Time is the longest distance between two places. Tennessee Williams

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