It's all in the act. Total Eclipse of the Heart.

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Once upon a time, I was falling in love
But now, I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, there was light in my life
But now, there's only love in the dark
There's nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, u tell me u love me forever
But now, u lied me and left without telling me
There's nothing that can cure my broken heart
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time, is where our story began
But now, it ended where all our memories craving in my heart
There's nothing i could stop thinking of you
A total eclipse of the heart

I wished u would be there for mi
Standing by my side every step i take
But it is impossible
A total eclipse of the heart

There is nothing i change
All i could do is to let u go
I shall lock up my broken heart so that no one could hurt me
i hate being hurt but i have no choice

Being together is years
Years of understanding each other
But when we broke up it oni take a few seconds
Memories is onli a memories after all

I need to let you go
As it is the best way for the both of us
I just wanna secretly satnd by you
It is the only way you wont know i am still loving you

Monday, April 14, 2008

April 14 2008

Todae go sch actually veri high
but til recess had a long long talk by our teacher haf of my mood gone...
goeg lesson hav a little quiz
don reali noe how to do...
emath lessondo alot of classwork
den contact time...
which i don wished to tok abt it..
i noe wad do to...

aft sch bee and rui zhen come looked for us..
Ter and mi stay to hlp out Bear..
cox dey wanna make the class decoration nicer
so dey redecorate again...
den went to mit Kian, Janet, Guang jin, Yee liang, Andy, Jun hoong...
went to 888 plaza de KFC to eat..
had lots of laughing dwn dere...
kip joking and craping wit dem...

Kian and janet company us to go CWP while the rest went home..
so nice of dem hehe :)
went to make photo for some1 to shut his mouth first if nt rumors wil go arnd..

todae went home alone..
partly is cox i wanna to be alone and think of something
another is i wanna come home early to kip my parents company...

To my dearest Miss Chew:
though u are nw in the heaven but i noe u are alway dere for mi...u treat mi as ur daughter taking care of mi when i having tuition...u always care abt my well being and if i had eaten in the morning...if i don u wil cook something for mi to eat...i reali miss u alot dis few mth..and todae i start thinking of wad u told u mi once..i would nt give up even though one dae the earth wil explode...i wont give up no matter wad... i wanna prove eevryone wrong and make those who love and care for mi proud...miss chew thnz for letting mi recall everything u had said cox it make mi feel energtic and full of confident... i love u

To my dearest Ter Ter llaogoong:
though dis few wk we had beem quarreling but everything had start anew for us again...today reali thnz for u letting mi be alone in toilet...thnx for all the understanding u had for mi...u noe wad i wan and u noe wad i nid...all dis while thnx for tolerating my attitude and thnx for nt giving up on mi...u let mi find back my own self and let mi find back my fighting spirits...i had think carefully in the toilet and i reali noe wad my goals is all dis while i reali noe i had been nt my true self all dis while...thnz for always being dere for mi when i need u... i truly love u alots...

To Dearest Maris:
though we had lots of misunderstanding last yr but todae if it was nt u telling mi the change in my study attitude and the fighting spirits i had had gone i wounld'nt wake up or evem kip repeating the same mistakes over and over again...thnx for mending my mistakes and thnx for consoling mi...i am jus who i am nw, i am jus the shu jie or jingen jus lik last time nt lik the past few mth...i had find back who i am i had found my way back home... thnx...

**Success is simple. Do what's right, the right way, at the right time. Arnold H. Glasow**

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