Time Can Verify My LOVE 4 Euu

2008-05-13T18:26:00.002+08:00

April 13 2008

it been wks i neva post le..
cox exam peroid don wish to waste time on blogging...
anyway today get back quite alot of paper le
nid to buck up more cox i hav my target to acheive...

today aft sch go find er jie
cox she going to bishan to do her things
so mit her and go home together...
miss her alot lor cox morning she neva company make my mood swing

today sch life arent gd at all
many things happen today
and i finally relised dat dis four yr i always had a new lesson to learnt
even though is nt gd but i can learnt frm dis experience...
nw den i realised dat wad my family had told mi is true
everyone wil leave u but onli ur family wont leave u
and forever stand by ur side...
u can onli depend on dem and of course those truthworthy frenz...
who wil always be by ur side regardless of wad
lending u a helping hand.. dis is wad frenz are..
but nt looking dwn on u or even leave u when dey find someone even better..
maybe tml wil go recess wit ah seng also cox he alway alone..

To dearest bee kian and shi mei,
thnz for being my listening ear today and tell mi dat no matter wad stil hav u guys...reali is touching and make mi felt reali veri happy and honored to hav u guys as my impt frenz who didnt look dwn on mi but giving mi all teh support.. thnz u love u guys reali lots lots

To dearest regina,
though we always quarrel and kb each other but seriously u the onli girl whom i wil kb and gl cox making u and seeing u angry make mi happy..haha no lah jk onli maybe is cox since sec 2 had been gl-ing each other den one day neva fight made mi felt quite weird...and today reali thnz to u for sharing ur stories wit mi and asked mi to be aware...toking to u is fun and enjoyable...thnz u and let continue kb each other ya :P..

ps i will leave when i am no longer impt

**Friendship needs no words - it is solitude delivered from the anguish of loneliness. Dag Hammarskjold**

2008-04-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

April 25 2008

haven post for 2 days le..
cox nt feeling well esp on mon..
the pai was unbearable lor..
went home aft recess de 2nd period..
thank to my frenz who show concern of mi.. ^^

today hlp regina do duty cox she alone...
aft dat went back to class for MOY eng paper..
was quite ok ba for paper 1 but hope my formal letter nth goes wrong..
paper 2 passage B was quite diffi cox dont undersatdn wad the hell it is toking abt..

aft exam went to cwp wit Bear, Bee, Ter ter and jun ru
go KFC adn take a light lunch..
I share melts wit ah seng hehe... couple lunch sia
tok abt ah seng many 1e4 come asked mi if he was my stead >.<
nt onli dis dey also go asked him lor... dotx
it is impossilble we are onliveri veri gd frenz and animal family onli lah..
but i tel him next time ppl asked again sae we going to marry haha..

anyway mi and him went to library hlp dem book place first...
aft awhile went back home wit lay kim
cox saw her at lane 950..

tml Kian dey al going to celebrate shi mei b'day
cant go cox nid go back hometown..sadness
hope dey hav fun hehe

[[ tired jus come back frm tuition]]
[[ signing off]]

**Marriage is a feast where the grace is sometimes better than the dinner. Charles Caleb Colton**

2008-04-22T17:06:00.003+08:00

April 22 2008

Todae came home veri early...
cox nid to do some stuff...
anyway today sch was ok jus don feel veri happy...
Eng period went to sit wit regina
kip disturb her made her du lan...
but seriously making her angry make mi so happy :D
and also hlp her think of one quest to asked Abang rif lor...
NEVA THANK MI ALSO.. :P

hav assembly duty today but went up abit late
cox is been lik weeks kip skipped physic lesson
and somemore exam round the corner so choose to stay in class first
Didnt attend the amath choice today
cox rushing back home today...

wain toilet todae...
while waiting for regina...
nt reali happy of the communication

** i noe wad i nid to do...i noe wad i wan and wad is my goals...if u trust mi den jus let mi do wad i nid to do instead of asking mi to do so as it reali don feel good...i noe wad i wan and i noe wad to acheive in my life...i hav my own dignity sometimes...i appriciate frenz who giv mi advice and wil take the advice but nt odering mi on wad to do..don worry of my mid year...i noe i nid to do well in order to go for dat tour,.. once i promise on wad to do i wil do it for my ownself and nt others dis is who i am if u noe mi well u should understand my character instead... anyway thank**

To my dearest Bee:
Bee sorry made u do teh whole things alone :( cox reali don wish to skipped physic lesson
hope u understand..and also sorry for nt doing the speech..

[[ siging off]]

**Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe. Saint Augustine**

2008-04-22T16:55:00.003+08:00

April 21 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHLOE AND TING HUI!!!

ysterday was quite ok...
sit wit ah seng is so fun..
i suck all his brain juice haha...
nowaday kip sitting wit him make him cant concentrate...
learnt even better.

aft sch hav chinese listining compre...
was quite ok except the last third quest think quite long..
went to find BEE after dat
cox she wanna tell mi wad topic to say on wed..
Went straight back home aft dat cox don feel lik saying back dis few days...
Went home wit ah seng and ter ter llaogong...
mi and ah seng veri bad lah bully her...
cox we say she don understand wad we are saying so used mushroom languge to communicate
which gies lik dis " spores spores spores.. mush mush mush..mushroom mushroom"
i'am sorry lloagong hehe...

**Forgiveness is the key to action and freedom. Hannah Arendt**

2008-04-22T16:47:00.004+08:00

Sunday, April 20 2008

woke up quite early
cox mum off my air cond.. :(
haha...den my sis and i watched CD together
dat cartoon is very nice...
kip thinking of it cox xiao lang reali veri handsome..
xiao lang love xiao ying reali reali veri deep...
deep till he can search her memories even though she had forget him..
haiz..in dis world dere is no such love
cox it is nt reality...

watched half way den kana scold by mum...
cox she said she dis week neva go back yong peng is to let mi study
yet i kip watching CD...
but after that my hero save mi haha...
that hero is my sis BF..
he bring us out to eat and buy movie tickets...
gonna watched forbidden kingdom at 9pm..

that movie is veri funny and nice..
veri jing zhang at the back cox don noe if the guy can save monkey anot...
anyway is a nice show...

[[ black out on sunday]]

**It is a scientific fact that your body will not absorb cholesterol if you take it from another person's plate. Dave Barry** :X

2008-04-19T23:09:00.002+08:00

April 19 2008

Todae stay at home the whole day...
Long time neva stay at home and company my family le...
Though mum, 2nd sis and i was watching tv we kip palying...
mama today weird weird kip ka jiao mi...haha

Today neva go hometown cox mum asked mi to study in advance
as next week we wont be around at home..
Morning woke up quite early to study..
don wanna lack behind anymore so now mus work even harder..
cant let my parents down ever again...

Channel u 7.30 de show was nice i lik it..
but channel 5 today also gt veri thrilling show kip changing channel..
even fought wit mum...
cox she wanna watch channel 5 and i wan channel u
but in the end i let her win and went up to watch the show instead..

now veri tired feel lik slping..

[[ sgining off ]] [[ good nitex ]]

**One secret of success in life is for a man to be ready for his opportunity when it comes. Benjamin Disraeli**

2008-04-19T00:42:00.006+08:00

April 18 2008

today everything went out fine..
nt much things to say in school..

today was lik so FUCK-ed up...
cox of a guy whom i nid to tuition wit for chem!!
don wish to say anything regardless of him onli made my mood swing
nth much to post todae
cox some1 made my mood swing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHH....F*CK

[[no mood]]
**For every minute you remain angry, you give up sixty seconds of peace of mind. Ralph Waldo Emerson**

2008-04-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

April 16 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ARON!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

today sch day was average..
nt reali happy cox felt veri tired...
till recess my sisters dey all gave mi b;day present was reali suprise
cox Ter lied mi dat dey neva buy anything!!haha..
sisters reali thnx for the present i reali love it alot!! LOVE U GUYS ALOT!!

Aft sch hav our eng oral...
teacher say good but don noe reali ant haha...
den wait for ah seng cox he is the 2nd last guy..
went to CWP wit kian, Bee, Ter, Ah seng, Janet, Shirley, Guang jin, Nic and yee liang
we went to pastamania and eat cox todae is IT OPENING DAE hor ah seng
reali veri touch by wad dey do...
first time crying when frenx celebrate b'day wit mi...
dey bougth cake and bring all the way dere...
shimei joined us awhile ltr...
den Bee ate a piece of cake den went home guess is her parents asking her to go home ba...
( bee don sae sorry again ya is ok de at least u were dere celebrating together wit us :D)
reali is a suprise and reali is aa veri memorable b'day for mi!!
i reali love it and neva tot of such b'day memories b4
is all a surprised to mi...
but first part is touch cox 2nd part is KNS lah...haha..
cox Ter throw flour at miden i lik an idoit jumping and shaking head... :x
cox nic wannatake vidoe so pei he him...hehe
somemore flour is all over my hair and body!!
reali looked lik a old woman wit white hair...

Rch home and eat mama specially cooked mian xian!!
yes ah!! and red eggs.. pill and make wish at the same time..
thnz mama...hehe reali veri nice the mee but veri veri full

To all my dearest frenz :
guys reali reali veri thnzful to all of u celebrating my b'day togather...i reali appreciate everything u guys had done for mi todae... and also standing by mi when i nid frenz around.. frenz forever ya.. reali veri veri touched!! :D i wil neva forget dis day cox it wil forever be in my heart...love u guys lots lots muackks

**A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down. Arnold H. Glasow**

[[sigining off]]
[[gd nitex]]

2008-04-14T22:13:00.005+08:00

April 14 2008

Todae go sch actually veri high
but til recess had a long long talk by our teacher haf of my mood gone...
goeg lesson hav a little quiz
don reali noe how to do...
emath lessondo alot of classwork
den contact time...
which i don wished to tok abt it..
i noe wad do to...

aft sch bee and rui zhen come looked for us..
Ter and mi stay to hlp out Bear..
cox dey wanna make the class decoration nicer
so dey redecorate again...
den went to mit Kian, Janet, Guang jin, Yee liang, Andy, Jun hoong...
went to 888 plaza de KFC to eat..
had lots of laughing dwn dere...
kip joking and craping wit dem...

Kian and janet company us to go CWP while the rest went home..
so nice of dem hehe :)
went to make photo for some1 to shut his mouth first if nt rumors wil go arnd..

todae went home alone..
partly is cox i wanna to be alone and think of something
another is i wanna come home early to kip my parents company...

To my dearest Miss Chew:
though u are nw in the heaven but i noe u are alway dere for mi...u treat mi as ur daughter taking care of mi when i having tuition...u always care abt my well being and if i had eaten in the morning...if i don u wil cook something for mi to eat...i reali miss u alot dis few mth..and todae i start thinking of wad u told u mi once..i would nt give up even though one dae the earth wil explode...i wont give up no matter wad... i wanna prove eevryone wrong and make those who love and care for mi proud...miss chew thnz for letting mi recall everything u had said cox it make mi feel energtic and full of confident... i love u

To my dearest Ter Ter llaogoong:
though dis few wk we had beem quarreling but everything had start anew for us again...today reali thnz for u letting mi be alone in toilet...thnx for all the understanding u had for mi...u noe wad i wan and u noe wad i nid...all dis while thnx for tolerating my attitude and thnx for nt giving up on mi...u let mi find back my own self and let mi find back my fighting spirits...i had think carefully in the toilet and i reali noe wad my goals is all dis while i reali noe i had been nt my true self all dis while...thnz for always being dere for mi when i need u... i truly love u alots...

To Dearest Maris:
though we had lots of misunderstanding last yr but todae if it was nt u telling mi the change in my study attitude and the fighting spirits i had had gone i wounld'nt wake up or evem kip repeating the same mistakes over and over again...thnx for mending my mistakes and thnx for consoling mi...i am jus who i am nw, i am jus the shu jie or jingen jus lik last time nt lik the past few mth...i had find back who i am i had found my way back home... thnx...

**Success is simple. Do what's right, the right way, at the right time. Arnold H. Glasow**

[[ signing off]]

2008-04-12T09:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, April 11 2008

ytr nid to rch at stdium at 6.45
was somehow late by a few min...
wit my erjie...
(she came to see mi run and support..
feel so gd cox i kip telling myself cant make her disappointed
and i did it yah!!)
Anyway luckily all my instructors had reached...
regina hlp mi organised things already when i reached...
reali thnz regina...
aft dat running lik hell around the whole stadium...
sweat alot when i haven even start my events...
anyway is a good wraming though..

when the sports day had officially started
all the 100m came out in the rows of four and leading by my partner and mi..
so ps lor...
cox nid to say the athelets pladege..
thnx god neva let mi forget the plegde if nt i wil be a clown dwn dere...
100m race start at 8.30 as dere was lightening warning...
the track was wet ytr and became the obstacles for the runner...

aft the 100m quickly go find laykim, joey and qian yuan
cox we wil be running the 4x100 relay..
came in 3rd..
GOOD JOBS GUY... WE DID IT :D
also ran for my cca but kana disqiulified( spell wrong)
but we put in our effort though we didnt get any medal...

Our class get the prize of banner and cheer leading...
but something went wrong during the taking of prize frm mdm sung
haiz...our class effort gone..
don wished to tok abt dis anymore...

aft the sports day went to eat and watch movie wit kian, Bee, Ter, guangjin, ah seng, jun hoong, junru, ruizhen, andy, chze chong, nic, shirley, shimei, binni and janet..
also when to buy bubble tea wit gan dar, bee and ter...
hav alot of fun wit all my frenz
though i jus noe dem dis yr but i reali love dem lots..
dey are reali a veri good frenz whom i wanna stay wit...
when we watching movie i kip laughing lor..
den binni dey al say i laugh lik nobody business haha
mus be happy ma somemore nic at the back of the movie was somehow emo-ing..
so entertain myself haha...

aft dat when to arcade wit shirley
cox she wanna play...
i also i gt play lor but was so lousy :(
went to eat while ah seng junru and rui zhen went home le..
at mac crap alot of things...

went to mit aunt and er jie den went home
so tired feel lik slping even when i am walking..

happy international frenzship day to all my belove frenx...

to dearest binni, kian, Bee, guangjin, jun hoong, yee liang, andy, shimei, nic:
though i jus noe u all onli dis yr but somehow i find dat u gus are diff frm some of my frenz..
u al make my life full of laughter...everytime hang out wit u al is reali a veri happy htings..
in my heart u guys are part of my life jus lik mi and ter...everytime crap alot of things...thnx...jia you for ur o-level k? support u guys.. if dere is anything in nid for sure i wil be dere for all of u...

Special msg to yeeliang..
hmm..sinle reali nt bad la...consider ba.. haha

**There is nothing on this earth more to be prized than true friendship. Saint Thomas Aquinas**

2008-04-10T21:09:00.003+08:00

April 10 2008

Todae mood was quite ok...
Todae at parade square cheer for our classmates who had win for the field event...
GOOD JOBS guys... :)
Den hav our mass run...
run and walk run and walk...
it was lik more tired...
but luckily today neva late cox don feel lik running 1 extra round...
Aft mass run ran to find my MD ppl and another guy...
forget his name le...
anway he will be the one standing next to mi tml...
for the pledge...
so sacry sia...
first tome saying those kind of pledge...
warining: pls don laugh tml when i sae the pledge

aft sch stay for our YOG cheer...
don noe tml my class wil forget ant...
veri worry but i trust my class...
cox i believe dat tml we wil all bond together de!!
hmm..aft the cheer things some of us stay to do props for tml...
is a surprise!!!
anyway thnz to all my frenzs who had put in all the effort!!

den go home wit Bee and Ter Ter...
hav a small conflict wit Ter again...
everytime lik dat but i noe we wil be back to normal soon... :)
actually dere is things nt saying out wil be better...

ps: tml pls don tok to mi when dere is nth impt cos i sacred i wil show u guys attitude...
if i do so tml pls forgive mi cox everytime when i nid to run for any competition i wil make
sure i am in the best situation...but aft all events i wil be back to normal...i seek for the
forgivness first... :)

Always remember that the future comes one day at a time. Dean Acheson

[[ signing off]]

2008-04-09T21:08:00.002+08:00

April 09 2008

hahas...
started counting down the date le...
felt quite happy...

anyway todae a MT class quite fun...
wil neva forget how i zip my pencil case
when i heard wei han sae 'Seng fong ur pen no ink 1'
hahas...
reaction is quite big la...
Ah seng was laughing at mi lor...
make mi feel so ps...

todae physic lesson sat wit abang rif...
cox wanna discuss cheers wit him...
as today is our class cheer oreintation...
luckily i bought my cheer list...
aft dat hav social den recess...
the last period was my nightmare sia...
cox i get veri veri lousy mark for my emath test...
haiz...
mus work harder le...

aft sch stay to taught class the cheer though nt many turn up
but stil wanna thank those who turned up today...
THANK GUYS...
2.45 go to ava for our audition...
mr tan and mr billy sae veri good...
dey stil gave us ideas on improving it...
thaoght of many ideas le...
so tml nid to stay to do props...

aft the whole event go cwp wit Ter, Bee and ah seng...
hav a small conflict wit Ter...
cox she sae i veri serious when i come to work...
but i ignore her cox i am always lik dat as wad i feel is impt i wil tend to giv all heart...
anyway sorry Ter for my seriousness when i come to dis work...
but aft alwhile everything was fine...
used to it le,
we everytime quarrel within seconds den wil reunite again...
hahas...

Went to Mos Burger and eat cox was lik damn hungry...
den aft dat went home le...
Dis coming fri is our sports day...
JIA YOU EVERYONE!!
aft dat going out wit kian dey all...

[[ bye]]

**Success is going from failure to failure without a loss of enthusiam. Winston Churchill**

2008-04-09T19:41:00.013+08:00

[[April 08 2008]] yesterday

Yesterday first two period is MT.

Our teacher neva come so a relieve teacher came...

Some guys in our class said she veri pretty...

hahas...den some1 perposely go near her lor...

but she quite fierce...

Anyway ytr lesson was reali bored...

But the last three periods made mi felt veri jing zhang

cox i gonna perform on stage!!!

felt so ps ytr...

but overall the dance is quite good lah...

thank to our instructor haha...

It is frm the phillipine...

cox it is international frenzship day on the 11,

but we hav our sports day on dat day,

so celebrate ytr...

but i ytr at hall also felt quite guilty cox i specially name yee liang...

seriously he is a great entertainer lor...

made everyone laugh cox he reali veri cute...

Faiz also being pull up on stage by mi...

was veri fun la..

it is the first time MD hav dis kind of interaction wit the audience...

Aft sch mi and Ter Ter go KFC and ate...

1 side is cox we are hungry the other side is to wait for Bee...

But sat in KFC for too long den ppl don hav place to sit so we go walk walk first...

End up in More Than Words cox Ter wanna buy things...

Den suddenly i found out dat M.T.W pen veri nice to write...

so i asked Ter to buy pens..

and somemore we bought the same type same pattern pens...

We at dere veri quite long cox nid to choose pen which hav "hope"

When Bee came ltr we also asked her buy...

cox we are the ANIMAL SISTER ma...

The total price for it is $30.30...

cox we also gt but CJ to hang at the hp...

Total we each hav 5 same pen...

COOL rite? haha

Hoping to buy more same type of thigs together wit my ANIMALS SISTER...

When to stadium even though it is raining heavily...

cox i wanna train my 100m...

but when the moment we rch dere the rain stop...

so i ran arnd teh stadium 4 two rounds...warming up...

kip doing leg exercise to strengthen my muscle

den train my 100m...

overall stil quite ok la...

but i noe the 2nd time i run is faster den teh other trail...

Veri tiring cox put all my energy inside

and somemore i was running is the rain...

Even though it jus drizzling lah...

Den waited for Andy to come...

Wait for him for quite long ,

den the three of us nth to do take mani pic at the stadium lor...

all is lik so FUNNY...

dis idea all come frm TER TER!!!

hahas...

Finally andy came,

luckily he got bought drinks cox i used Bee fone and msg him

asked him to buy water adn ice cream...

Stil hai him run all the to stadium cox he though Bee wan it...

THNZ ANDY!!

Aft dat we al walked seperates ways...

mi and Ter go home

den andy see BEE home..

WOW so SWEET rite?? hehe

2008-04-07T22:13:00.003+08:00

April 07 2008

Todae early in the moring
had a quarrel wit my mum...
which make my mood frm 100% drop to 50%...

Late for sch todae...
Luckily todae the teacher neva asked y we late again or even sae something nt logic...
cox i might show my stupid attitude at him
cox anger all in my heart cant vent it out
onli can kip it inside my heart...
Three periods of A-math todae,
rch class den kana asked to stand to sae formular...
nowaday love sitting wit Ah seng...
maybe addicted the sit le...

Lesson as per normal nth special happen til the last two periods...
which made mi reali cried...
but i guess no one noe...
is lik no one reali understand wad i under go...
everyone is lik comparing my result wit my sec 2 result...
i had reali put in my heart and soul...
ya i agree dis time round my result wasnt gd
DAMN disappoint to myself though...
but wad i wan is a simply console saying "you can do better go for it"
but wad i get is all kind of scolding all kind of disappointing things...
felt reali stress of everything...
it jus seem dat ihav lots of burden wit mi...
i onli hav one mi...
how many parts mus i split myself into?
Emo in my heart til nw...
but stil nid to act as if nth had happen aft the oral...
i guess i had already use of hiding the other side of mi...
as i don wish to let anyone see...

Rch home also nt happy at all....
felt reali sad aft wad my mum had said...

dis yr b'day reali SUCKS...don feel dat dere wil be any memorable things happening
or even happy things...everything i wished had disappeared in the thin air...

To my Dearest Da jie And Er Jie,
jie reali thnz for everything u guys had done for mi...somehow i mis u guys lots...even though u guys are in my heart yet i felt dat the distance is so far...everytime when i nid a listen ear u guys wil always be dere for mi...but nw i nid to learnt to be independent frm nt letting u all worry...somehow i felt tired...as the other side of mi wasnt around in the earth anymore...miss u guys reali alot...cox whenever wad happen u al wil be dere for mi but nw i am all alone...i miss the past...i miss the day all the three of us are together...slping, toking, going out together and even craping all kinds of things... JIE i miss u... Sob SOb

Time is the longest distance between two places. Tennessee Williams

[[ signing off]]

2008-04-06T19:13:00.004+08:00

wanna hav some 心理测验？
is quite accurate for mi...

1. Give mi 1 number.
Ter Ter: 8
Mine: 7

2. Give mi two name of opposite sex. Who is 1st and 2nd.
Ter Ter: YL [[ 1st ]], Ah seng [[ 2nd ]]
Mine: Ah Seng [[1st]], CG [[ 2nd ]]

3. Give mi three name of the same sex. who is 1st, 2nd and 3rd.
Ter Ter: shujie [[ 1st]], colette [[ 2nd]], Bee [[ 3rd ]]
Mine: sinle [[ 1st]], Kian [[ 2nd]], Bee [[ third]]

4. Four songs tittle. Rank it in to 1st, 2nd, 3rd and 4th.
Ter Ter: 爱来过 [[1st]], 亲爱的那不是爱 [[2nd]], 彩虹 [[3rd]], 一只独秀 [[4th]]
Mine: Now and 4ever [[1st]], 擦肩而过 [[2nd]], 爱来过 [[3rd]], Music in My Heart [[4th]]

Conclusion:
Ter: 8 is my her lucky n.o. YL is the person she lik. Shujie is the one she care most. Colette is the one who noe her. Bee is her lucky star. Ah seng is the one she love but relation cant work. She and YL is lik 爱来过. She and Ah seng is lik 亲爱的那不是爱. Her Character is lik 彩虹. And her life is lik 一只独秀.

Mine: 7 is my lucky n.o. Ah seng is the person i lik. Sinle is the one i care. Kian is the one who noe mi. Bee is my lucky star. CG is the one i love but relation cant work. Ah Seng and mi is lik now and 4ever. CG and mi is lik 擦肩而过. 爱来过 is lik my life. Music in my heart is my chracter.

2008-04-06T17:54:00.002+08:00

April 06 2008

Jus come back frm my parents hometown,
didnt reali slp wel ytr,
cox scared something may happen anytime...
kip turn here and dere till 1 plus den reali slp...
cox grandma had fever last nitex...
And grandpa had been slping frm 5 til todae morning...
My sis and mum kip going to their rm and check...

suddenly feel quite sad,
cox i reali don understand wad wrong wit my cousins...
dey are older den mi yet cant think weel...
dont dey noe dat dere house is nearer to my grandparents house?
Is it reali a waste of time to jus take a look dere?
Dont dey noe wad the situation nw?
Dere is always a possiblities of something happening anytime!!!
Yet their ans is such a irresponsible ans...
If my parents hav a choice dey would rather stay dere as long as possible...
i don think dey reali noe how to write the words 孝顺...
Dere isnt reali alot of time left...
Cant u guys jus spend some of ur time dere and take a look?

I real hate it when i saw my grandparents was the onli people in the house...
cox i reali sacred something may happen nowadays...
seriously i neva slept well dis few days many things had been in my mind...
Neva felt so helpless b4...

I onli wished dat dey could be happy...
Even when my grandpa slping i scared he might jus...
hais...

Time is what we want most, but what we use worst. William Penn

yesterday [[ april 05 2008]]

yesterday veri early wake up...
cox nid to go to my grandparents house...
pack all my homework in my bag...
nid to study nw le...
exam is arnd the corner...
even if cant reali go into my brain stil cant waste any oppotunities...

i think aft dat incident i tend to understand nt to waste any of ur time...
it is precious...
it jus pass and go so quickly dat u neva notice how much had u lost...
even if any of my relative neva ever dote mi b4 regardless of adult or elderly...
i stil mus cherish the time being wit dem...
it might be unhappy moment or memories,
cox i don nid any of thier love...
i hav enough love i wanted...
my parents had given mi all the love i wan including 亲情,
my sister had given mi all the sibling love i wan
i jus nid to be myself and be happy....
dat the way i should lead my life...
i don nid to feel sad...

nth can ever bring my dwn..
cox i wil always bring myself up...
i wont give up on anything...

I think your whole life shows in your face and you should be proud of that. Lauren Bacall

2008-04-05T01:51:00.004+08:00

April 05 2008

CATCHING COCKROACH IS DAMN FUN
my sis jus nw wanna killed a cockroach
which is near our staircase...
but instead of killing it the stupid cockroach manage to escape
and come to my ROOM!!! OMG
i was scared cox i don wan slp wit a cockroach!!
who noes if in the middle of the nithex it wil climb on my bed ant...
end up my mum, sis and mi was flipping all my things all over the place
jus to find the ESCAPE cockroach...
of course we cant find it even though we even pull my mattress dwn and see...
so my mum was kinda of angry and pissed and said : " Don care le lah...Let her SLP wit it!"
sadness lor...is lik my sis cant kill it and end up i nid to somehow slp wit the cockroach...
while aft dat i heard some noise while watching show on youtube...
when i turn back YES AH is the cockroach
so quickly ran and qpproach my sis...
Finally it lie died...
hahas...so fun sia waiting for it to come out and surrender
hav lots of memories in my house which are fun,sad,happy,angry or wadever
but we wil always be togather as we are the most EN AI family...hahas
gotta see my [[ they kiss again 2]]

[[bye]]

2008-04-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

APRIL 04 2008

todae early in morning felt so tired...
so slp in school bus...
i realised dat when i slp at home i tend to think alot of things
when i'm in the bus my mind is shut and reali go into my slp
but jus a few min does nt reali make mi feel veri AWAKES...

Rch sch le i go find Bee,
cox she wanna let mi see something...
when the bell rang i go to the admin centre
to slack dere as i don wan silent reading...hehe

Todae Junru neva sch coz she had a fever :( sadness...
Anywae first periods is E-math,
learnt new formular again...
cant understand in the beggining but aft dat ok le...
cox i hav a good teacher who is AH SENG!!
when wit him my mind work so WELL!!
Todae P.E have my 2.4 run...
timing finally improve by lots even though todae no mood run...
quite happy lah...
hav a little chat wit Mr Adrian and Miss Thia...
Went for recess to go makan wit my sisters
During the last three periods nt reali focusing in class
as my body send msg to my mind asking mi to slp...haha
i onli slp in chinese lesson, reali boring lah cant take it...
During Eng lesson,
have my presentation and asked question by Don and Haris ( DARK GREEN)
overall stil quite ok even though hav some grammer mistakes...
My mood actually come back aft my presentation
but somehow some1 irritates my mood again...
**conflict occurs in my class between a boy and a girl**
dat conflict is somehow lame is jus dat a guy shouldnt scold bad words on girl

Aft sch go staff rm wit Ter Ter to find ms farah 4 the dance things...
mr billy asked mi to hlp him do something,
mon wil be a busy dae again nid hlp him find ppl to sec 2 camp...
go home wit Bee as she nid to change up and mit Kian dey al for movie...

At bus stop saw Hyekal,Shimei,Lina and Binni...
Shimei ad Binni was crazyly playing my watch
dey are so high abt snatching my watch...hahas
but see dem playing make my mood feel so much better...
B4 boarding the bus saw linwei junhui derrick james and ben...
todae kip Gl linwei hahas...[[we two are born to be guai lan each other :)]]
but onli play play de lah...

went home aft dat,
hav tuition so nid go home early and rest...

**wad had happen nowaday is beyond my control...i cant do anything but pray...
even though life is short but i somehow wished u could stay longer...
it painful to heard the news and holding back my tears of nt letting my parents worry...
i noe my parents hurt too but we cant win GOD...
jus wished dat the rest of his life wil be smooth even if it is a short period frm nw....

To guang jin:
hey...gan dar...cheer up ya...mus be happy de life mus be full of laughter!!

signing off [[bye]]
tml nid go back my parents hometown

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment. Buddha

2008-04-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

YES Ah!!
Finally done with my blog...
nw den i noe changind the template is such a ma fan things...
Actually dis blog is create ytr, but meet lots of obstacles...
at first ask brenda // bee to hlp but she cant log in
luckily andy hlp mi change something...hahas
THANK ANDY and BRENDA

Todae is a very tiring dae,
hav mass run in the morning,run wit Bee and Ter Ter
not veri tired cox hav the man zhu gan of pushing the both of dem to run...
After mass run lesson as per normal...
i realised something ytr is when i sit wit Ah Seng during A-math
i tend to pay more attention and my brain is WORKING!!
so i decided to sit wit him every A-math lesson hahas
wanna suck all his energy to myself...JK

Aft sch we hav geog choice den aft dat mi and Ter Ter go library
to wait for the busy Bee cox she hav 2.4...
but den up she didnt run cox raining and hav lighting...
Den we go CWP too eat and chat...
It was quite fun lah...

to dearest Bee Kian,
even though we started to noe each other not veri long but u are seriously a veri gd frenz...when i am sad u tend to notice it and be my listening ear...maybe u stil don regard mi as ur best frenx but in my heart u are one of my best frnx cox u always be dere for mi when i nid someone..going out wit u guys is lik so FUN can crap alot of things and feel more relax...THNAK for everythings..i also wan to be by ur side when u nid someone too :) dat wad best frenz are...hehe

To dearest Bee,
Gal stearted to hang out wit u 4 dis few days and started relise dat u are also one of the best frenz cox u always stand by my sidejus lik wad sinle and bee kian does...started to realise ur real character and stuffs...stay happy ya don care of wad he said jus be urself dat the best way to stay happy...anything can come find mi de **you nan tong dang you fu tong xiang** hahas...

post finish le wad i wanna sae all sae out feel so gd haha...
tml hav 2.4 mus jia you and mus take kiss frm Bee kian hahas...

siginig off
[[ bye bye]]